Sunday, November 5, 2006
i don't get it.seriously,are you pissed with me?i don't know.and i wanted to care.because yes,i FELT(past tense) guilty.now,i don't want to give a damn.because i think your family is perfectly fine,i think it's over friend's stuff.and i have this strong feeling that it's ME.yes,ME.but trust me,my family is going through a tough time.and i don't get it.nvm.all i can say is that i'm grateful that i have place to sleep,wake up and know that yes,i'm still alive,food to eat,clothes to wear,textbooks to study.seriously.be grateful.yes,be grateful.fcuk.
why is everything coming at the wrong time?i have no time to cope for all this SHIT.seriously.family and friends.what more can be worse?fcuk.i'm in tears now.so ya,who cares.i GIVE UP.
and i have a weird habit.i eat extremely sweet stuff when my mood is excuriating foul(correct usage and spelling?).i was eating nutella..i mean,not practically eating.so,yeah,i'm pissed.sad.yes,in agonise(correct usage?).i've checked the meaning.to distress with extreme pain,torture.yes,torture.whatever shit.
to another person.were u ever there?i don't think so.you were NEVER there.yes,i'm a fool.i'm being a FOOl.fcuk.you know what's a fool?me.
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